Wednesday, June 11, 2014
Tuesday, June 10, 2014
Doesn't mean I am jealous. .
Jealousy. . Wow.. even the word is ugly. I hate the word. I think it represents greed, anger, rudeness. I have been TOLD I was jealous of someone that I am not, by that person themselves. Conceited people often tend to be the ones jealous. . I have learned that in time. They cover up the jealousy with accusations. Very rude and selfish of them. I don't appreciate it at all. It actually angers me.. but in this day I have to learn to let things go and balance my emotions. .not to let it interfere. It is such a sad place. Unfortunately jealousy has been fed to us. We are pushed to believe we should be a model, a trifecta in a world full of people just trying to walk by. It is crazy for anyone to think so harshly about anyone, to openly say, you are jealous of me.. No, I am not! I am a passionate, strong, courageous person who doesn't have the need to idolize because I am all I can be and I WILL grow and develop. I am me and that is all I need to be. I don't jeed to be you or anyone else and neither do you!
Oh to be on the go
My past may have been troublesome but the one good thing that came from it is my life experiences. I travelled a lot. Working in the oil field, you tend to be on the move. I lived in 16 states and repeated about half of them 2-4 times each. I get antsy sitting around too long. My husband and I usually spend our weekends on the go.. whether it is just around Oklahoma or actually going somewhere far away, we love a good adventure. It is soothing for sure! To just go and not have to worry and pressure of everyday lingering. . An adventure is one of the best medicines...
Monday, June 9, 2014
A twist on being dull
Life can throw some twists and turns. Some are good and bad. Our lives seem like a never ending film and we are the directors. It is what kind of film you decide to make that determines if it will be a good or bad ending.