Believe you can

Conformity is not my way

I can finally say that nowadays I have the courage to be me and do things without worrying about what people would think or disappointing someone. 
Before, I always changed how I was when dealing with different people. Around my ex in-laws I was nice, quiet, and would do whatever they told me because I wanted to be included. With ny different friends I was usually immature and annoying,  again trying to fit in. What a crappy way of life? Not knowing yourself, not feeling free to be you because no one would like it.
Whatever,  if you don't like me, then fine! Don't!  I am me and that is all I am going to be.

Let the dreams flow

Have you ever been a day dreamer or vivid sleep dreamer? Oh yes, I have.. I always have. I play all kinds of weird scenarios in my head all the time. Strange? Maybe. But it sure is interesting!  Try it, you will like it.

Love and lust

Most of my life I never understood love. I was always angry and depressed with ny life so I assumed love was a complete lie. I didn't really see a loving relationship between neighbors and friends either,  they all seemed to have the same relationship I did. I was disappointed by it and would be angry seeing love stories because they were so fake to me. When I was 29 that changed and boy did it ever! I was completely and ridiculously surprised by it that it honestly frustrated me because I was such a lousy person when it came to romance.  I still am! I am the absolute worst when it comes to trying to be saucy. I start laughing usually which just sucks if my husband is being serious. Gosh I just wish I knew what I was doing sometimes!

Win and lose

Smiles and laughter

Today I worked with someone I haven't seen in about a year. She is a really awesome chick. She is fun to talk to and she is always smiling and laughing. It really does make you feel good when you can smile and laugh with a friend. No matter how bad you feel, a good chuckle can brighten anyone's day!

Needing a break